I can't believe the year's almost over. 2008's been fun, but has also been fucked up in many ways. Haha. I'm excited on how everything's going to turn out next year. Wee!


HAVE A HAPPY 2009!

Ugh. I had a REALLYYYY long day at school today because I had to be in school by 7AM because of the number coding scheme (again) so yeah. I got there at 7 on the dot and I stayed in the car for an hour until I got bored and decided to go out and walk around. I sat somewhere for like half an hour and Cheeno saw me so we walked around. We went to the Engineering Complex and sat there while watching our block mates having PE. He had to take PE at 9 so I walked with Claire to the Admissions Building until Jessa saw us so we decided to eat and all. We went back, and did our homework and sat until 1PM. Tell me about it, I have a very full life! Err.

Anyway, what I really want to do is to vent this fucking thing out of my fucking system. I'm just so pissed off about it right now so bear with me. I'm sorry if some of you don't know what the hell I'm talking about. Hehe.

I'm so pissed off from the fact that it was that easy for you to cut us off from your life like that. We warned you about his psychotic alter ego but you had to "follow your heart" and I don't blame you for that. I just don't get the fact that you're letting that stupid bastard take over your fucking life. You may not notice it but from what I can see, that's what's happening right now. You get out of your way (and I do mean OUT OF YOUR WAY) just to make him feel better. I don't blame you for that because I know (I think) that you love him so you do what you think is best for him. I just hate it that you disregard ours for him and you don't even care. You told Mars that you were staying home that one night but you were out. You even had the nerve to greet them. Hah. I really don't know what the fucking hell you're doing right now but I wish you all the best (I think). But if you can cut us off from your life like that, then I'm pretty sure that it will all come around.

And from what I can see, YOU CAN SO DO BETTER THAN THAT. Your boyfriend looks like a boiled horse!

I'm trying to be calm about it but I don't think it can hold up that long. So, ewan ko na lang sayo. Bahala ka na sa buhay mo.

Yun lang powh.

 So, it's been one week since my dad left. And it's been fun. Hahahaha! I feel so freeeee. Like, I can leave anytime I want to, I can come home anytime I want to. heck I can go out at night on a school day! But I'm not going to do that. Maybe next week. It's going to be my last week anyway. Hah.

I feel so dumb! I left my phone at Tyler's house last night =( and now I know how it feels like to not have a fucking phone. Err. I hope I can get it later.

Anyway, last night I had dinner out at Greenbelt with Mars, Bea, Jasmine, Mic, Macie, and Tyler. We also went to Fiamma but there were'nt a lot of people so we left for Tyler's house instead. I so love his house! I want my own. Heh.

Err, there's school tomorrow. One full fucking week! UUUGH. I'm too lazy.

I knew I wouldn't be going to school today. I got home at 5AM last night from Tabu. It was all fun fun fun! Too bad some of our friends couldn't make it.

I can't believe it though. First day of class, with homework? Eer, looks like I haven't yet settled into the "college life". Hah. Anyway, my first day was fun and all, except for the fact that it was my car's coding day, and since my dad's going to be in Australia for 3 weeks, I won't have his car and his driver. So I had to pick between waiting in school for 6 hours, or commuting back and forth, ALONE. Yesterday, I picked the former, mainly because I didn't have anyone to commute with and that I had to go to Bea's house after school anyway, so yea. I left home at 6AM and got there at exactly 7AM. I then spent time in the car for 3 bloody hours just using my laptop. Thank God for UST WiFi or else I could have been dead by now. Haha. At 10:30, I finally left the car (I KNOW) and decided to meet up with Yza only to find out that she'd be leaving right after we've said hi. So I just sat down in front of the parking building set amid the people of UST and the scorching heat. Jessa saw me so I decided to hang with them in the Gym before we decided to take a Cigarette break outside. After which we went inside our building and looked around. We saw Kaye and then I came to concluding that I was hungry so we went to McDonalds to have light lunch. Then, class. First subject prof didn't come in, second subject prof was that old bitch, third subject prof was a hoot, and the last one didn't come in so I was again left alone waiting for the number coding scheme interim until I decided that it was evening and no one would see my plate anyway so I left. I whisked my way from all the traffic enforcers who might see my plate before 7PM and I was successful!

I finally reached Bea's house and had dinner, took a bath, dressed up, and took a 20-minute nap until Bea woke me up and told me to move my car because I was parked in Katia's space. After which I waited for Bea and katia then left to pick up Mic in Jasmine's house. We hit it off for Tabu, but we got caught for making an illegal U turn. I was scared for shit because my dad wasn't around and if he found out about it he would kill me for not being home in the first place so Bea told them that we were really late for Katia's "movie release party" and Mic "the manager" said we were really late already. After numerous pleads, he gave in and gave back my license! My legs were literally shaking that I didn't know which pedal my foot was in HAHA.

Then, TABU! OMG it was the MOST FUN I've had the whole year (with just alcohol)! Hah! I met a lot of people that night. Tabu Models' Night is THE SHIT! We left at 4AM and I got home at 5AM. Imagine, with only 2 hours of sleep, I've been up for almost 24 hours! Guh. That's why we're doing it again next next week!

 So, this is it. This is really is it! School's starting tomorrow and I'm still hung over from my semester break! Thank God my dad's leaving for Australia tomorrow (OYEH) because I can still go out. In fact, I will, tomorrow. Hah! I'm so excited.

There's one teensy problem though. A Cindy Crawford mole-sized problem. Since my dad won't be around, so will his driver, and his car. Which means I have to be in school at 7AM every Tuesday due to the fucking number coding scheme. Grr! My class starts at 1PM every Tuesday, which means I have to wait for 6 hours every Tuesday for the next 3 weeks or so I think. HUUUU what am I going to doo?! Ugh.

It's currently 10:52PM and I need fucking sleep.

Please bear with me, because it feels as if I never blogged so I really don't know what to write. But anyway...

I can't believe the semester break is already ending. It's almost like it never happened. The first week was so slow I could have died right then and there but the last two were so fast I wish it was just as slow as the first one. I never really did anything major except for my dental surgery, because I had to take all my wisdom teeth out in prep for having braces (I KNOW) which I'll be getting by Christmas. Because of my surgery, I had to stay home for a full week because I didn't want anyone to see my face swelling like hell.

On another note, I feel bad for myself because of my grades. I mean, they're okay, but that's the thing, they're just OKAY. Although I have 1 failing mark and 1 incomplete. I feel so dumb because hello, this is fucking UST. Ugh. I have to pull my grades up! Since my dad's coming back from Aussie land by the end of the month, I want him to see that I can, in fact, do better. Like what i did last year, I was inspired to study because I was supposed to get an Hermès belt but I backed out on the idea in the last minute so I can get all the money instead. Now that I'm having my room semi-renovated (YAY!) I'm gonna need my own TV, Cable Reception, and my pièce de résistance, my very own PS3. I'm so excited! So I really need to pull my grades up for a change. I can't stand the feeling that my dad's whore thinks she's so smart, pretending to read RD and all. I'm sorry but I still speak better. But for all I know, one day she'll speak better than I do. That's why I will never let that happen. For now, I'll just make fun of her. Hahaha!

It's pronounced as Yo-grrt, dumbass. Not Yo-gart. =))
Now that my dad will be leaving in 2 days, the next 3 weeks at home will be a total power struggle between me and that whore. I'm looking forward to it! She is so going to eat her shabby loins. HAHAHAHA!

Anyway, OMG! I had such a blast this last week! I sneaked out from home every time I got the chance to. Haha. I had so much fun! Excpet for the part where I had to go home though. Haha! I had the most fun in Cream! Thank God we were in VIP because the party popper I got was weak and my hit was in an on and off basis. But I still danced it all off. Too bad some of the others had to leave early, because all the nice songs were played in the end. We left with the dawn breaking already.

Also, last Tuesday, I went out to Greenbelt then Tabu with my friends. We went to Spicy Fingers (which I kept mistaking for Chicken Fingers, because I was starving HAHA) and met up with Mic and Jasmine. I had one drink, but it hit me almost instantaneously, because I had an empty stomach. Then we hit it off in Tabu, where I met my boyfriend Akihiro Sato (HAHAHAHA) and my other boyfriends. OMG am I delusional or what? =)) I didn't have a car so I left early and rode with Pierre and AC. =)

Over all, I'd say my semester break was fun but I want more. That's why I'm going to make the most out of my dad's leave. I'm gonna milk this til it's dry! Hahahaha!